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another year gone... wow 2025 felt like it was barely here. i wanna look back at my 2025 diary entry and see if i managed to complete any of the goals i set for myself LOL.
moving onto goals for myself:
not sure what my goals are for myself and my site are this year but i mostly just wanna be able to enjoy my hobbies with the free time i'm given without pressuring myself with too much and burning myself out of them. so i guess this years goal is to enjoy the little things and go a bit easier on myself. really want a year where i don't hate myself for 90% of it so. here's to hoping.
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first, taking a look at goals for my website:
- i techincally did the pic a day diary, but felt like i was exposing myself too much, especially after the archiving of my site so i removed it. kinda thinking about reviving it but with pics of food/small areas in my pc room.
- i did do more game logs, but not for every game i played. mostly because i usually got so swept up in whatever game i was playing i beat it within two days and there was no longer any need for the log lol
- did archive all my diaries but removed them after archival of website bc they were too personal. 2025 diaries aren't too bad so i think i will keep them up. :)
- did not finish any of their shrines but i think i did get a lot of work done on leon's and have it going in a direction i'm liking. atp i'm kinda waiting for re9 to release before i add any more to it incase there have been dramatic changes in lore. same with ada and wesker's shrines tbh
- made shrines for none of these characters but i did make one for one not even listed. vergil son of sparda cursed my dick. what can i say, i have no excuse.
- did not learn more coding unfortunately. when i wrote that i was hoping to get to a place where i could code from scratch but i just get so overwhelmed and feel incredibly stupid so it usually ended in me throwing in the towel while in tears lmao. hopefully this year, but i have less free time than i did last year so. probably not likely.
- i did start working out more! i have lost. no weight. which feels awesome lol
- drew one leon and havent picked up a pencil, digital or otherwise for a good 90% of the year. rip.
- may have bought even more games without finishing any in the backlog....
- did do some digital journaling but a lot of it was just empty Bullshit so i don't think it can even count lol. hoping to do physical journaling this year but its already the 19th and i havent bought a journal... and again, less free time than i had last year so. it's not looking great.
- definitely read a fuck ton last year and plan on doing so again this year!
